Mistaken Love

I have made a HUGE mistake
Said she on the balcony
 
Sipping a glass of wine
Spinning her finger around the rim
 
What a beautiful night
to end a life
 
I could jump off this ledge
She said in a rampage of tears
 
He wouldn't care
He's never there.
 
Out with his whores
Leaving me here bored
 
I once worried where he'd been
now I know the ugly truth
 
She says again
I could this night end
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Comments (24)

  1. zoemariemorgan

    So Fragile We Humans Are
    Fragile I am. I saw my guy following girls with prettier boobs and prettier buts. I was sad. How do i compete with that?
    You can’t

    January 08, 2017
    1. SkimBradsteen

      Hmm; I think one could compete if for they follow their hearts and not their hormonal instincts.

      January 08, 2017
      1. zoemariemorgan

        Exactly. IK from personal experience bc i’m in love with someone. You dont see anyboy else
        you dont lust after anybody else
        And you dont date anybody else

        January 08, 2017
        1. SkimBradsteen

          Right, when you are in love you are in a world all your own. Just the two of you. Getting lost in each others gaze and sensual understanding of each others universe. Its a magical thing!

          January 08, 2017
          1. zoemariemorgan

            It really is. i may not remember every detail of the night he discovered that i was in love with him too
            But I remember exactly how I felt. It was indeed magical. There is nothing like it. And for them few moments, he was my universe. Almost like he was my very existence.

            January 08, 2017
          2. zoemariemorgan

            I was blushing so hard but didnt want to tell him why.Didn’t want to mess things up
            He said diff. guy names. None made me blush. Finnaly he realized it was him. I blushed so hard

            January 08, 2017
            1. zoemariemorgan

              I still blush. Never had any physical contact, but I’m 100% comfortable with him when I look into those big brown eyes. And Its like falling in love all over again. Feels like falling right into place.

              January 08, 2017
            2. SkimBradsteen

              Awee♥ That’s too adorable! I remember a similiar experience when i was 15. I met someone online and we talked for months on end about everything. Then she began having feelings for me and I began to have feelings for her and we both didn’t want to tell each other because we didn’t want to mess things up but in some way we both knew we both liked each other and one day we talked about it and it was like something clicked or a light turned on for both of us. I still to this day think fondly of her. She was an amazing girl.

              January 08, 2017
  2. zoemariemorgan

    Yes,we are both in love still. Sadly though he thought i was cheating on him,and decided that we should just be friends. We still talk everyday. Plan on trying again later.

    January 08, 2017
    1. SkimBradsteen

      Why did he think you were cheating on him? Well I hope you two can work it out so you two can be together.

      January 08, 2017
      1. zoemariemorgan

        It was my fault. Got cold feet. I kept a few secrets. different things. But, i never once entered into a relationship, or talked to anyone else like i talked to him,or did anything with anyone else like i did with him. He has no idea that all it was was my young mind freaking out

        January 08, 2017
        1. SkimBradsteen

          Awe, I understand the cold feet thing. I used to have HUGE commitment issues. When things got to serious I bolted.
          Well one day it’ll pass and you two will be back together and happy once again. =)
          Just give it time. If its meant to be love will find a way!

          January 08, 2017
          1. zoemariemorgan

            But after i told him i had cold feet, I realized that there was no reason to be scared. it was to late. Bc I’m soooooo sure of. its crazy. IK now that i want to spend the rest of my life with him.

            January 08, 2017
            1. SkimBradsteen

              We sometimes have irrational fears that tend to ruin things. =/
              I wish I could help. =(

              January 08, 2017
  3. zoemariemorgan

    There is no unconvinceing him. But im going to wait as long as it takes. Till he finds someone and tells me, or till he’s ready to try again. i want him or no one

    January 08, 2017
    1. SkimBradsteen

      =(

      January 08, 2017
      1. zoemariemorgan

        IK, now I want to take back what i said about a girl ik. I said she was crazy for wanting to commit suiside bc the guy she wanted to marry didn’t want to marry her. It feels wrong not to be with him.

        January 08, 2017
        1. SkimBradsteen

          I know, Its probably going to hurt for a while.

          January 09, 2017
          1. zoemariemorgan

            Hurts like the devil,and it has for awhile,and will for a little while. The more he assures me hes not going anywhere the better I feel. I’m more insecure than IK possible,and he’s my best friend. Couldn’t stand to lose him.

            January 09, 2017
            1. SkimBradsteen

              I understand completely.

              January 09, 2017
  4. zoemariemorgan

    It is what it is

    January 08, 2017
    1. SkimBradsteen

      Yeah. =/

      January 09, 2017
      1. zoemariemorgan

        Feel bad that I havn’t kept up with everything that I said I would after I met you. But,now you know why. My own life has been a nightmare.

        January 09, 2017
        1. SkimBradsteen

          It’s okay I understand. I know what its like to go through a lot all at once.

          January 09, 2017